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feel nothing
04:18
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why do I find myself alone in a room, listening closely if I feel nothing?
I think believing is odd, or maybe I just don't believe in god
those days were spent watching New Girl, or drinking in your basement & I'm left here alone wondering why I'm still here
I miss you more everyday but I'm okay
you might think it painful, but maybe I just don't believe in angels
I like to think that I'm getting better but its been the hardest two years of my life
to my friends, you've been fucking great to me
a July day & summer rain, but somehow I was saved
maybe I just don't believe in wings
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movie scene
03:20
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You were looking so good in your cool black little dress when you said "don't touch me" & touched my best friend instead
I know I'm a piece of shit, I don't need you always reminding me of it
ignore the talking heads
You're nothing but a meaningless narcissist, so I cut you from my head
All I have to do to remind me of you is don't give into those bad things
So its me & you on a movie shoot
Yeah its you & me in a movie scene & I don't give a fuck about you anymore
and I don't give into the talking heads
You're nothing but a meaningless narcissist, so I cut you from my head
All I have to do to remind me of you is don't give into those bad things
I tried to be better than you were with me
You bring me down so you, my life, get out
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cooing & conspiring
04:06
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running away doesn't do me any good & I'm over thinking like you said I would but in the back of my mind maybe I should, because I know I'll just go & I'll just fuck it up
my anxiety is fucking off the charts & my paranoia makes me afraid of the dark & my nervous system makes me nervous & I'll just go & I'll just...
I know I can't change it, but does it hurt to be believing? I don't feel alright anymore
because the time won't fly back
I woke up in the trees & in spite of everything when I woke up it was morning & I'll be tired again at 3
I hear them next to me, cooing & conspiring, from the top of the water tower I don't see you anymore
I watch you from afar, where did I go?
they said my existence was never programmed to cross yours.
let it out
is there a need to shout?
I don't know where I will hide if it happens again
I know I can't change it, but does it hurt to be believing? I don't feel good
I don't mind if I'm terrified, because I feel at home when I'm too scared to think
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think & move slow
02:13
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I saw you looking at the back door like you had somewhere else to be, or with someone who mattered more than me
Or maybe it was a metaphor, you were looking at the past at the way things used to be, back when we would sit in my room and talk about nothing instead of staring at screens
So lets talk or lets watch this fucking movie
Lets pretend that this is where we want to be cause I know this isn't where I need to be
So I'll just keep reminding myself that this is water because in my life that means something a little different than it seems
So just think & move slow
Just think & move slow
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untitled (o.a.d.)
05:38
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All this hatred makes me sad & hopeless
I've become one with it & find it hard to pull myself out
So I'll be up in the trees, my wires in the clouds
I keep looking over my shoulder out of fear from one of my brothers
I was strained across with all my friends & my wars with my family were too much to handle
I don't want to be a part of this world
I want to be apart from this world
We're all living, why do we kill so much?
I can't wait for the day I live without hate,
only love to everyone I know
But I don't see that coming soon
& I keep looking over my shoulder out of fear from one of my brothers
I was strained across with all my friends & my wars with my family were too much to handle
I don't want to be a part of this world
I want to be apart from this world
so I'll float out in the open
I'll be up tangled in the clouds, my wires in the trees
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